nots, ifs and buts.

I could describe my life with many adjectives. I could say my life is amazing. Sometimes boring. Sometimes exciting. I am surrounded by a lot of people. Some friends, some not - more “the nots” -. My life is full of ifs and buts. As yesterday as the day after yesterday and so on I am here lying down on my bed thinking about the things happened during this just-begun week. Luckily - or unlickily, it depends from the viewpoint - in my life there are a lot of people passing themselves off as my friends and this makes my life so interesting and full of suprises. I won’t describe what happened to me ‘cuz it could be so boring but I just needed to write what I am feeling. I feel so pathetic. I am sure. I need friends.